i forget to drink water for the whole day. i forget to eat meals. i forget i have to use the bathroom. i forgot to make a domo cake for my brother. i can’t find shoes for him. that night was just, idk. i’m behind on my school work. finals are coming up, i haven’t read my textbook like i told myself i would. i have to make a schedule for the spring semester. basically STRESSING OUT. i have to make a decision of going to missions with KCCC or JAMA with church. i need to make another decision about dpd. i’m spiritually disappearing (i forgot to pray before dinner today).
decisions. stress. forgetfulness.
i want to just.. erase everything and sit on an empty canvas to redraw my thoughts, with God by my side.