feelings.. emotions.. things that can really screw with a person’s head. avoiding me now? what’s going on. just when i thought i was about to fall for you, you start to disappear. did i do something wrong? sigh. but communication may be hard. AUGHHHH i wish i can go inside my own mind & heart and see what i actually feel & think. because in all honesty, i really don’t know. all this thinking is making me feel like i’m getting boxed in & it’s making it harder for me to breathe.
i’d rather do nothing at someone else’s house than my house. LOL
so i didn’t come home for the whole weekend. stayed over my friend’s house. i arrived friday night and came home sunday night. hahaha we had plans but they didn’t go well :( sigh. still enjoyed the weekend. it was nice. keke
but for some reason. i find it very very weird/interesting meeting a 26 year old o-o;; haha. i don’t know. maybe because my physics teacher last year is 27. and my youth pastor is 27. and they all act very differently.
AUGH so today’s the most i’ve played handball.. but anyway.. so 6th period i go to class and i had to take a math test. the whole time i was sneezing my brains out and sniffling like crazy. i was like WTF.. since when did i get allergies during spring?! i never had allergies before.. sigh. allergies sucks balls.
and plus idk wtf my prom group is doing -.-” idk whether to get my dress or not because of this stupid group. no one’s doing shit. people are giving up. we only have 8 people in the group & only 2 couples. that’s pretty pathetic.. prom is a once in a lifetime chance & it’s a night to remember. fuck you physics regents. & i really want to go. if only he said yes .___. and he calls me a choding. hah
you guys really have the balls to come to ny eh? let’s just see what happens. bring your ugly fake asses over here. what goes around comes back around assholes. you guys’ll feel how he felt when you guys treated him like shit. we’ll make sure of it you sons of bitches.
spending time with friends. shopping. i am LOVINGGGGG spring break :) keke.
so this past week was just nonstop going out & spending money. ridiculous but fun :D went to pc bang (internet cafe) for the first time in my life. & played left4dead for the first time too. i kicked ass (according to my friend) but too bad i got a massive headache & got really nauseous after only an hour :( this happens when i play halo too.. and cs.. sigh.
mmmm so played pool & nj got cancelled. sigh T-T some other time. but yeah. then went prom dress hunting today with my favorite peepoll :D keke. i found potential ones. and i bought a really pretty jacket from h&m (thanks janice<3 haha i know you’re gonna read this eventually. updated specially for you ;]) then once i got home my mom surprised me with a coach bag! :O she never bought me a coach bag! the only time she bought me a bag was in chinatown, those knock off ones. but this one was legittttt. it’s so pretty too<3 that was a big plus :) haha i had to kiss her on the cheeck for that one.
but the only thing that sucked today was my phone was being shitty. didn’t have service the whole day so i went to tmobile & they said i needed to switch my sim card (WHICH I GOT FOR FREEEEE) but i couldn’t even do that cuz i’m not an authorized user -.-” sigh so no phone until my dad calls customer service. SUCKS.
so yeah pretty much… spring break is awesome. keke :) i’ll be depressed once it’s over.